Just had a chance to read the temporary protective order my mother and sister took out for my mother. I say my mother and sister because it is in Judy's hand writting. I heard about a choking incident at BWMC but this is the first time I have seen anything in writing. The statement claims-- in May 2012 I pushed my mother down and "putting hands around neck". I need my mother to swear under oath this happened. And if it did-- why did she not call the police then? It did not happen.

Each time the police have been out-- June 18th, 2012 and July 24, 2012 they have not arrested me for anything. When they came out on June 18th, 2012 it was to check the vin number on a car.

The case number for the action in the Circuit Court is C-12171364. Yesterday, the police said they could find no evidence I was a threat to myself nor others, the hospital could not ask me to take medications because I was not a threat to myself nor others-- I was not arrested on the 18th of june because there was no physical threat, nor yesterday-- yet my mother got a temporary protective order?

Most people think my mother looks great for her age. She has lunch with her friends every other Wednesday--told Golden Coral in Hanover and she and Judy are always going someplace. I am not jealous and always encourage her to do whatever she wants. Has Judy seen any abuse I have done to my mother-- either in person or bumps and buises? No. Do I ask my mother to allow me to work quietly, often? Yes. Do I ask her not to interrupt my phone calls? Yes. Do i put my hands on her? no. why, these lies-- that are unsubstantiated?

Things she wants me to do to come back to the house? Take 3mg of invega for 15 days and see a counselor? I have discussed the Invega. My mother should not want me to talk to a counselor. most think i am calm and ask the right questions. In a recent hearing-- my sister even said I was smart and articulate. Am I conniving? No-- I am much to busy to waste time with that. I am direct. many say too direct. and if I am not direct -- I pass. and i pass on a lot.. BWMC probably gets that. I do not waste my time being conniving. My mother told the police yesterday-- I fooled the people at the hospital. Even always says I am calm and direct. My mother? I gave up a long time ago.. mother please leave me alone. That's about all..

No I cannot go back. I am hoping the FBI can look at the issues. I am told there are surveillance cameras all over the place and I would love for those cameras to be used to show I have ever attempted to choke her or push her down. i have not. That said-- I spent a quiet night relieved.

The Earpiece claimed they wanted the bag. I am told Andre, my mother and Jan are really anger with Judy for not letting them have it. They want to sell my software? Who would buy it from them?

I have an expensive place to stay for the next 30 days. Respond to the protective order? To many things in maryland simply not done by the books where I am concerned and the FBI will not respond.

I have lots of things at the property, however have my car, some clothes, luggage and computers, and the bag. Quite frankly, I am tired of my mother's lies and I am the one who needs the protective order. the problem is-- it is my sister's handwriting... why?

I left without incident yesterday when given the order by the sheriff. I went to the library to research and then had my sister bring me the cord for one of my computers. she gave me some money and asked if I was okay. i told her I would be alright. I am.

Andre and the police officer wanted me to scream yesterday. they tried hard. Why can no one do anything about this. I would have left long ago-- if others were not stealing from me... why won't the FBI respond. I have tried for 17 years. I am owed so much-- insure me through legal actions and that I am insane? How when I am told the house is filled with surveillance cameras. i have told my mother on any number of occassions to leave me alone because I am not going to jail for her. I have never been arrested. And I have never been charged with abusing my mother. How can they get away with this?

I was okay until i read through the order. Now i am in tears. FBI-- what are you doing? Have my mother swear under oath or get the video. That said-- I really do not want to return. I cannot afford my mother's crap and she will not leave me alone. Not sure who she is doing this for-- but Rock-- this is not good. surveillance going to make a liar out of many? I am to clean and police do not have a record of abuse. FBI has a record of call after call, letter after letter.

Sister bringing me more things-- but I told her she did not have too if she did not want to... Sherrif thanked me for being so cooperative. But most people think I am calm. Thin air.. I tell thin air off a lot. My mother-- Mother please leave me alone. Touch her? No-- often tell my mother I would not touch her. I tell her she is conniving and I do not like conniving women. I do not have a choice and I work too much. Who is using my mother.. get the tapes. You will see what I am talking about. I have never put my hands around my mother's neck for any reason.

It is simply safer for me to leave and stay gone. I am worried about how to do this-- but I would be more worried in the situtation at the house. She is being used by someone and I am not sure who. I wish the FBI would engage. Amazon-- I need you to do the right thing.