Jason, I hear you can do nothing until they kill me. When I first arrived in Hanover, MD in 1996 I would often awake and the room would be spinning. I had never experienced this. this may surprise you because my eyes are a bit offset and I do not travel well. See the recent photo of me as a child-- two posts back. Look hard. Yes, the reason for this had already happened and Ben-- explained to me what he knew. His mother told him. I also cannot use a Microfiche that spools horizontally. I am left with a headache.

The reason the room used to spin-- was an electrical grounding problem. Ions charged incorrectly can deplete an area of oxygen. Look it up. I looked it up when I was doing research on an ion flat iron. the new ion blow dryer seemed to make my hair fuller and I use blow dryers to straighten my hair. Long before I did this research, i had started opening windows to insure I was not left feeling depleted of oxygen. When i quit smoking it was because of this. and I went cold turkey. My coworkers and any surveillance people between 1980-1998 will tell you I loved smoking. The house I am in helped me to quit.

I tell you this not to gain sympathy but to record the facts. Last night the room was spinning and it was not because of the air in the room. It was because they are massaging my heart.. push/pull with the vibrate feature of at least two different consoles.

So what do they want? I am screwed, I cannot even use a phone to get an outside line to get a lawyer.. not that I owe a contingency fee for a deal that has already been set and paid for by japan-- this in May 2012.

What do they want? Last night-- it was Guy Allen needs a job. Guy the relative of james Mattis that supposedly got aids from either Doug or larry Gray. Earpiece data.

I could not stand Guy when i knew him and wondered why I would owe him today. Last night a voice claiming to be his said "I own his ass" and he was referring to General mattis. What have I been told about these two.. Earpiece claims Guy is Mattis' nephew on Guy's mother's side. I met Guy's sister in 1986 or so at his hindi wedding and reception to Swati. She [the sister] had an ouch bottom just like his. Earpiece is saying Guy-- did to his too close in age sister, what mattis did to him. Insurance. Earpiece also saying at first Mattis did not have to do anything for the boy.. What i am told-- if you are analed then you get sucked. Guy initially was not sucked. Larry Gray came to our office in 1989 or so. It was after Chris hartman left. Chris according to earpiece Confirmation is the father to Erik on Bloomberg. Earpiece saying -- Pete's general kin-- gave it to him-- Reagan gave it to the general. Pete Read gave it to Chris. Doug-- James Jones. James Jones is Doug's father but he did not know.. Earpiece telling me Doug was a foster child. when james Jones put doug back in his life for military insurance-- he did not tell him he was his son. james jones either got aids from Reagan or GC according to earpiece.

Two different stories as to how Guy got aids. Either Larry Gray after he came on board in 1989 or so-- or Doug. I am told that both Doug and Pete had aids when I first met them in 1985 when I hired on with Rockwell.

Anyway-- Mattis was told to insure properly with Guy. He got aids-- he did not know Guy had aids. What does all this mean to me? Nothing. I am not insured and do not want to work for the CIA. Guy says he has tapes of me in the shower at Rockwell. I keep saying to DOJ but why don't you get I am not insured and Guy does not own me. I do not have to give Guy a paycheck because he got aids.

Is this crap serious? I am not sure. I keep thinking the FBI that is listening to all of this is going to tell me something and explain to me why I am being tortured... yes, I have been short of breath lately.. but the room has not spun in a while...

Guy-- I am not insured and if you have not already given the tapes to the FBI please do so..

Back lash? Yesterday an overweight blonde in a mini cooper came rolling by. Never noticed her before. why is this bad.. Japan issues... For a long time the leaching idiot bunch in washington has wanted to say Japan did not do the right thing. FBI-- earlier this year said they did.. and Richard Corduary in the fall of 2012 also indicated they did the right thing. Keep in mind-- the trash in this area will do anything... Why japan would owe for the abuse i have suffered in the first place, is the question.. not whether they put a billion into play to do so.. Washington wants me to ask them for more. The problem is not that.. others have volunteered to donate. they [doj] have the money.. they/treasury have 6 billion.. I am not sure if this includes the Sept. 2012 deposit of a billion or not. They were trying to do a business handshake with Rock and the SBA. CIA and Rock took the money and were trying to figure out how to use it legally when the "Regina is owed came along". That's why so many think if i discuss them-- they can claim a libel issue and use money. they [greedy filth in washington] want me to take the whole billion so they can sue me in John G. Roberts insured court. the problem is-- I am not insured... They have to go to real court. Why is this hard for them.

another check-- how would I know? Angus King has been in my ear a lot lately. I thought his big head looked smart. Tony cordesman is said to have had a lot of power.. He was upset over Susan Collins and Bob his son seems to think the pool of cia reporters used by most networks should be uneducated bimbos of washington.. they are. Bob nor Tony savvy where women are concerned. I said as much and also why would Tony have so much power if he is being whipped by Susan Collins and the Hot pink clad female in the Fox broadcast I noted once was Cal Dodd's wife. Earpiece said he wanted to marry susan.. Earpiece said [not sure who] You do not marry Hot pink.. Hot pink was married to Cal dodd, so why not. I asked what susan did before getting her job in congress and earpiece said she was a washington girl.. I am being nice. So why is cal's different?

Anyway-- before i heard Angus King talk i thought he might be more savvy and since his head was big a better Peck type. He is a stupid idiot. I did not know he was actually CIA. The check-- his granddaughter a petite strawberry blonde-- pretty but her face is long just like his was on cspan in a congressional hearing.. someone asked what I thought... I always assume they are asking about the Washington style project and i said no.. I said she looks like she wants to be a princess and tell me who her kin is.. I need real people with real skills. She is going to piss off the office and the television staff. I need pretty and useful.. This morning I asked why Angus was CIA. Lamar is not CIA.. not enough insurance. Angus I am told-- screwed everyone in his house including the grandchild.. the check does he have a strawberry blonde granddaughter that was on CSPAN recnetly..

I am not insured and want to leave washington. I can do nothing but be tortured.. I do not owe washington insured, i do not owe aids..

DOJ-- the room spun last night.. I know you know this.

Jason you owe before I am dead. Why did doj say they woudl if they were not.. japan owes nothing more. DOJ owes.. FBI has tapes on all of this.. I said no. Guy Allen does not own my ass... See if his sister owns his.. Her ass looked just like his.. that hurt.. Earpiece said it was not mattis.. His is guy's. Too piss me off? What does that get anyone.. Is mattis Guy Allen's uncle.. Not guy's name but I am told I have his social.. why would I owe that lazy bore? I also heard he tried to claim the Access HR Database system.. Guy, I have copies.. do you want to poly.. General you look stupid because Guy lied about whose work it was? I am told he claimed an EE undergrad and masters he does not own. Apparently you wanted to look stupid. I do not owe that lying lazy asshole. FBI-- John G. Roberts an insured judge. See Burr- of the senate.. His dad/brother. I am not insured.. I owe real courts.

And Yes, again payments to start this friday. They are saying the DOJ lawyer did send the first payment last night-- but he did not notify the bank and they rejected. Is this possible Federal Reserve-- my bank? Apparently if you do not notify the bank early on-- you can do it interactively which the lawyer knew. He simply did not do it.. Why do they continue to do this.. I made short bread cookies yesterday.. I worried that those with access to the outside cameras do not know how conniving the trash is.. japan does not have a problem-- huh richard. DOJ and washington have the problem.. I asked you to stop torturing me.. it is easy to see with the xray.. stop.