Awoke 5:00 am, out the door by 6:10-- morning walk until 7:15 or so. The parking lot more crowded than yesterday morning. For some reason I have always loved quiet mornings. Not really a loud morning-- just a lot more people than yesterday. Dressed and showered, boiled egg and sweet tea for breakfast.

Sympathy is never something I want to inspire in others. I went to the right doors from the very beginning and the FBI and DOJ owe me explanations. That said-- the photos I posted yesterday seemed to make my situation more dire than I wanted-- so I wanted to post more-- in case you wanted to feel sad.

No, I am not beautiful-- its just I am told when I post photos of me with my hair curled and makeup on-- people tend to not feel sorry for me. Another one? Yes, that is all my hair. I do not want sympathy. I want outrage and the FBI.

I am losing weight. Right now, I am trying to get paperwork together for court hearing that I will be unable to attend.

I am trying to reach the judge holding the hearing next week-- so that I can provide details that he can check without my being there. The problem-- my car has historic tags and I cannot take it to Annapolis, Tuesday. Yesterday, my sister offered to pick me up and when I asked about my mother-- she said Andre would take her. There is something about this whole situation that just contradicts itself. The other problem-- the bag. I called the courthouse to find out what I could take in and they said there was no problem. I explained I was a software consultant and I carried computers and software in a book bag. No problem?

When DB Long took me to BWMC-- I decided it would have been better that this happened at the house and Judy was there-- and not away from the house where the police may have stopped to ask why I was driving a car with historic tags. The problem-- I actually do not go anywhere. This has made me a little crazy? No. I love working. This has probably made others trying to steal from me a little crazy. QiSoftware too well known. I did ask Judy, if she took my bags from the house on June 18th, 2012 and she said no.... Other noise said she did.

Why this crap now? Still looks like the bag. Why FBI, why?

I called Jan this morning at the only number I have for her. The Severn Address. I heard people in the back ground and asked if that was Tai and London. She said it was. I have never met London-- Tai's daughter. I think she is about 7. Gave Jan my Skype number. Told her I wanted someone who knew me to care that I was alive. Feeling sorry for myself? No not really.. just really do not understand how this can be happening-- so I keep trying to find what I knew. I have been working too much over the years and not staying in contact. That said-- my family looks too hemmed up also. Did I really talk to Jan this morning? It did not sound like her-- but she said it was her. The thing is-- my abstract information says she left that house years ago, she and greg bruton are no longer together and she has a place in Laurel. I am not sure what the truth is-- but when i went by the Severn house about 4 years ago-- it looked empty. There was a latter in the living room and no curtains up. They were painting the one time i went by? Okay, that's possible.

I tried to call Cheryl and the Atwoods in Wilmington. I continued to get a fast busy signal. Anyway-- just noticed its 9:00 am at last and Annapolis court phone lines are open so I will see you later.

Faxed 20 pages to the FBI providing the Temporary Protection Order, Judy's Handwritten information, my resume, how to find me online, and a 6 page response to the allegations. I also provided a copy of the letter I faxed the FBI on April 6th, 2012 asking that they look into the fraud issues surrounding QiSoftware. This of course one of many over the years. I even have certified mailings-- to DOJ for the early [1995-1998] harassment in Maryland.

Will fax the same package to the court. judy has agreed to read my letter of response to the court on Tuesday. I have not completed this yet. Cannot seem to get through to the court right now. Here is a photo of me taken just a moment ago.