I held Top Secret clearances at Boeing and General Electric. I was at Boeing Tysons Corner, VA from September 81 through Dec. 84. I was with GE from Dec. 84 through June 85. I only held a Secret clearance at Rockwell.

I look at this now-- and wonder if the many details I provided to the polygraph person at FANX [associated with NSA] in Linthicum, MD-- in Jan. 85, caused the downgrade of my Top Secret status to only Secret status when Rockwell requested the clearance transfer. Rockwell's Crystal City Offices were cleared only Secret so that may have been it too. The reason FBI would have briefed us each year.

The other reason the "top secret" may have been downgraded? A joke because after hours one evening, I showed a GE male coworker the beauty mark on my right breast near the nipple. You can still see this mark today. Why tell you this? Surveillance would have shown over the years-- though men "oralled me" on occassion-- I never really enjoyed it. I like hard. Mouth not hard enough for me to feel comfortable. Tested with a guy I told I did not like-- and still could not enjoy. I am too nice.

The reason I provide this-- again? Early in the process of why me-- I thought someone was trying to say I had a problem with an underage child. I get that now. The problem-- when I moved to my first place in Falls Church there was an elementary school less than a parking lot away and the house I reside in now [last 17 years] has an elementary school nearby. If Maryland could evict me because of a "pervert reason" even prositution they would. They can't.

I asked what child-- and provided grown men offered me a lot. I like adult men that do not want me to oral them and my behind has never been touched. Adult male is the only thing I have ever known intimately-- [while awake, anyway]. Then once-- Leslie T. a neighbor told me her son came over for some milk. So I looked at whether someone thought my boobs are an errogenous zone? Mine are not. Over the years few men have touched them-- and I am told that when sucked on a lot-- the nipples turn brown [something I believe Cheryl called a hairy chest]. Mine are not-- and you can still see the mole.

Showing off? No.. I have been through too much and I am trying to show why you can believe me. This post-- I am careless with National Security? No. I had no choice. More later.