Okay it is about midnight here--- and I had one too many diet cokes after 4:00 pm this evening. The caffeine tends to keep me awake.

I have been pulsating since 3:00 pm and Ben kept saying when I told them to stop pulsating in my ear-- that I needed to become acclimated. I have been in bed since about 9:00 pm and listening to two guys talk on and on. I thought one was Ben and the other the marine general. On and off they tell me they have to kill my ass-- but I am thinking hurt like sex. I am normally offended by this crap. Tonight its different.

At first they told me it would be off by 10:52pm for some reason. That time passed but it did not go off. Then they started telling me I was going to die tonight. This really did not spook me-- because I feel great. I then became aggitated by something and they took the pulsate off. The general explained he had to do this if I became agitated.

Then I raised my left arm [right one is the broken one] and again they stopped the pulsating feature. When I wouldn't put my arm down-- he said he could not start it until I did. When i put it down I noticed a slight shortness of breath and this bugged him.

Again we are playing we have to do something [do we pay tonight]-- too many calls-- people are mad, want to know what's going on. But he also said-- put your arm down I cannot afford to have you die tonight.

Said Kennedy made an error Wednesday... you will not lie down. 17 years and I am sitting in my home --- and you want me to lie down... Why did I mention Mullen again-- the general asked.... I said because I mention who I want to mention. But the real reason was because they explained kennedy had overruled on the national security issue-- and i felt Mullen was a big national security issue because he made too many mistakes. Everyone knows I do not drink. karen's son, why? The money.. and loud? And then he was mostly pissed about Faith? Did he see Karen Eldrigde and Bill's son. I had no idea. Earpiece made the claim.. not me.. I was 12 and sleeping. Mullen is upset about that? I felt he was the national security issue...

He said he was going to erase this post... I want to know why they keep telling me things. Stop getting mad.. put your hand down...

CIA-- said if I had to be maimed more-- I want a clean shot.. not this pussy crap.. That said-- stop. I do not like this pussy crap and I do not owe. Run the deal [compensatory and I sue-- or the whole thing] and let go.. those are the options.... get this crap off me..

What am I made of? Is mullen running that investigation too?

Me lie down.. should have told Mullen to be smarter.. he wasn't. Not my fault. let go. fBI you owe warrants that pulsating.. Only government equipment can do that. said stop. And silence your people-- they tell me too much.

Me-- take the pulsate out of my ear I cannot sleep. Guy: I can't Regina-- High command. Three Generals. Three Aidsy Generals. But why is the pentagon even in this? ----- FBI-- said get the pulsate out of my ear... He said he is only trying to worry me.. I look to fresh. The pulsate does affect my heartbeat but I do not look shakey. Says I am not being paid-- but will get arrested during holiday season shopping. They want the bag. Is this to make me worry or the truth.. FBI-- DOJ-- I do not owe aidsy generals. Not my fault they choose each other and not their kids...